what it mean if your heart is beating really fast and won't slow down?

Question

i'm 7 months pregnant and i'm at my grandma's they have tv and it's just hectic there's a lot going on, dogs outside are barking etc. etc. i'm used to just sitting at home in silence or with some music playing. anyways last night after they went to sleep i was sitting here watching the mtv new years eve thing and my heart just started beating REALLY fast out of nowhere and it kept happening on and off throughout the whole night till 2am. idk what's going on i'm going to just go home but it's scary after it keeps happening it's like i can feel the pulsating in the back of my throat it's so fast and i get light headed like i'm about to pass out.

i go to my doctor's and they're rude to me i think it's because i'm 18 and pregnant, but jeez you should see how they act to me they don't even look at me in the eye when they talk. i want a new doctor but there aren't any other ones near me.

on top of all this i'm in the process of TRYING to file a report on the guy who got me pregnant he slipped a roofie in my drink or something and it knocked me out well the police officer and counselor through this rape crisis program i called one night when i finally had just snapped from it all, they told me to come down and file a report, so i did. it took them 5 weeks to call me back and when they finally did, i went down to make a statement, the officer it was like she was trying to scare me out of it! she kept accusing me of lying. she said ''there are a lot of open areas here, the law has no gray areas, it is black and white''

so i told her look i dont know how a girl can just come down here and say ''I GOT RAPED.'' because evidently it's not that easy for me to even talk about i obviously have a huge block up and issues talking about it. what do you WANT me to say?! why don't you go question the guy and ask HIM. he's 31 and a creep you'll see. i am not saying i felt like it was a violent rape, i was just overwhelmed from whatever drug he slipped and it knocked me out, hell yes if i could actually stand UP i would have pushed him off and said get the **** off me. but it wasn't like that, it was like blurs. i mean maybe i repressed it because it was so bad but i remember blurs and not even that i was blacked out.

see the thing is this guy lives at my friends dads girlfriends house. and the guy is the cousin of my friends dads girlfriend he basically was living with her because he was just out of jail and had nowhere to live or something. anyway, my friends dad is a COP, so this officer that i was trying to file the report with is probably trying to stick up for her ''buddy coworker's girlfriend's family'' even though the guy is a complete corrupt monster.
so anyway, this ''police officer'' says ''well there is a difference between not liking a decision you have made versus someone committing a CRIME''
i was so ANGRY i told her ''okay well first of all i wasn't even AWAKE to make a decision. second this has nothing to do with me being ''not liking'' the fact that i am pregnant, i just simply DON'T want that corrupt f@gg0t around an innocent child. it's almost as if he wanted this to happen so he can get the satisfaction out of it.''

and she says
''okay, well even so, IF he gets charged, IF, he still has a legal right to see his child''
i tell her,
''yes okay, and under supervision that is FINE. but i am not having my child sleep overnight at the house of a rapists.''

and SHE SAYS ''why not?" and smiles cockily!!!!!!!! THAT VISION WILL HAUNT ME FOREVER. HAUNT ME. ''it IS his biological child''
i literally just looked at her with my jaw dropped and said ''um'' i put my hands up and was just like speechless and said ''are you SERIOUS?''

whew. idk man this is just stressing me out big time. she kept telling me ''well there are no witnesses this is your word against his it's going to be hard to persue a case like this''

WTF what rape crime isn't? it is not like somebody would have sex with someone who is knocked out by a DRUG they put in their drink in FRONT of someone. wtf then she just kept trying to intimidate me telling me i am going to have to sit in a room full of people in front of him too and be interrogated by a prosecutor blah blah blah. then FINALLY after TWO HOURS of arguing with this insane human, i was about to sign the statement and she tells me ''filing a false report will lead to one's arrest and up to one year in prison.''
i say okay and explain that to me how you can prove the truth wrong.
she tells me ''well that is mostly for things like if someone accuses someone of stealing something that they have stolen...'' then she cockily adds in ''or let's say someone wants to get somebody back that they don't like so they file a report of something they didn't do.''

K WHATEVER.

my blood pressure is officially RISING. the guy is in rehab now apparently for heroin so at least i don't have to worry about him roaming around freely. it's EATING AWAY AT ME he's getting away with a C

Answer 1

Anxiety attack. Why were you drinking with an older man or even alone with him at your age. You should go through with your report regardless but the thing is they will bring up those two things. If the drink you were drinking was alcoholic, you share part of the responsibility. Secondly, they will ask why you were alone with a 31 yr old man to begin with. And they will factor in your previous behaviour, if you were a troubled teen, known to be sexually active with multiple partners and so on. Right or wrong these things come into play and you should be aware that they will play a part in any conviction. The officer was wrong when she said he will have legal rights to the child though. If you were under 18 when you got pregnant especially. You don't have to worry about that part. An attorney can draw that up for you pretty quick.

Answer 2

OMG can you write anymore ?



it means that you are stressd and find a quiet plae to lay down

Answer 3

Slow down, no wonder your heart is beating fast. You just need some rest.